Shannon In Israel
Learning and Burning in the Middle East
Shannon in Israel

coming home soon

well in a week i will be home. i can see myself leaving the program but i know it will be hard to leave israel. i am done with exams and dont have to go to school for the next month. we go up north tomorrow, i get to buy NAOT's (israeli Birkenstock's). coming home will be exciting. dont have much to say. ... << MORE >>

past 10 days or so..

we started heading to the Negev and on our way we stopped for a bit to help with a service project, we took rocks and fixed a path in the middle of the desert. that night we ended up at kibbutz Yahel. the kibbutz was good and is known for the fruits that they grow on the border of Jordan. the fruits that they grow are called pomello. this fruit tastes a bit like a sweetened grapefruit, but is bigger, green on the outside and is its own fruit, it is hard to explain because it is not ... << MORE >>

meeting phil of the future

so today we drove all the way down near Eilat. to kibbutz yahel! this kibbutz is a reform klibbutz. last time i came here i ate a yummy fruit named pamelo! thats most of what we did. this time i did something MUCH more exciting!! i met the guy who played phil of the future on disney channel! you might know him as ricky ullman. his real israeli name is Raviv and he was born and raised here on the kibbutz. then he moved to american and got then name ricky. he was very nice and funny! we tood just a few pictures with him (i have to wait until they are uploaded on facebook to put it on here). it was odd becasue we saw him come into servises and you could hear all of us girls giggle, he is a cutie. after services we talked  to him and thats when we found out that thats who he was. it was exciting and VERY unexpected! we danced tonight at the kibbutz, it was okay, not many people show up but it is still more exciting than sitting in our rooms.
hope everyone had a good thanksgiving
sand dunes tomorrow!!
lila tov! (good night)
-shannon

So happy to be back in Israel! Happy thanksgining!

So it's wonderful to be back in Israel. Tomorrow I have school, it is
one of ten that I have left. I have to pack again tomorrow aswell,
after unpacking today from Poland. We are going to a kibbutz in the
Negev, gadna (army), and Eilat. I will be gone for a week or so. I am
excited for this part because I love the beach and also I have never
done the army stuff before!

****I should inform you that the Poland posts are the way they are
because I would log them in the moment or at the end of the day. With
all the emotion still there. I am sorry if it was maybe too emotional
on my end or if it didn't always have the right words in it. I think
that Poland was an important place to visit because although it is a
sad place it is a big part of history. It had wonderful joyful Jewish
communities spread throughout the country. The kehilah's are missing
and when going to the places I went it was noticiable. It was
important and I did make the most and had fun and laughed at the
appropiate opportunities.

I am excited to continue and finish the last five weeks. Time has gone
by so fast and I am sure this part will to.
You may be wondering what I am doing for thanksgiving. Well Israel
doesn't have thanksgiving so here it will be like any other day. But
for all of you: happy thanksgiving I love you and miss you all. I wish
I could be there to celebrate with you!


-Shannon

Sixth day?

Auschwitz 2 was first when we arrived it was so foggy you couldn't see
much other than the stuff in front of you. I forgot how big the place
was. I saw things this time that I didn't see last time. This time I
saw the women side, the weird toilets that had no holes and I really
don't understand how they were used and the brick (not wood)
barracks. Other than that it was the same as last time. Except for
last time I showed my emotions and cried but this time I got sick to
my stomach. Then we ate lunch and went to the first camp. It was the
same tour as last time so it was almost boring. I guess because I
spent over five hours touring concentration camps today I just wanted
it to be over. It was tiring and I look forward to the six hour bus
ride to Warsaw. I am ready to go back to Israel. I have no idea who
would want to live in such a awful place like Poland. The weather
stinks the people are not friendly and people really only come to
learn about the holocaust. No one would ever come for the heck of it.
And the food stinks too.  For once I want tzuba food again. The
atmosphere here is just depressing.
Tomorrow we go shopping! Here I come H&M and sephora! Oh how I have
missed you!
Less than five weeks until I come home!
-Shannon

Poland so far...

Day one
Today we woke up at four am and got on the plane at eight. We got to
Poland and it on the road at one.
And we took a four hour long bus ride. On the plane coming here it was
my group of 27 kids and a group of 150 south Americans. The was kind
of cool to think that the plane is full of people going to poland for
the same reason.
In Poland I can feel people looks sometimes. We all have white
sweatshirts with a huge Jewish star on the back and we were told about
the anti semmitism still here. We just got back from the town square
and I went to an antique store with jewelery and war stuff. War stuff
like bunches of nazi stuff. There were patches and hats and pins, all
for sale. I was kind of disterbed knowing that someone might want to
buy that, I thought the type of person who won the award and what
horrible thing that they may have done to get an award. I feel like I
understnd more knowing that the anti semmitism started thousands of
years ago and that it got to the point that it did and now I am
touring a country where more than three million people died. So far I
feel like this will have much more of an impact because I understand
more, and it's only been day one. By the way it is a six hour
difference between New York and Poland.


Day two
Last night we had a sevice in the only functioning synagogue in the
Warsaw ghetto. I feel more connected to my judiasm here. After that we
went to the town square and walked around. I had been there before, it
wasn't as nice this time since you couldn't see a lot since it was
raining and dark. I was able to eat subway which was nice. I know I
came for the experience but I hope we have more free time. They have
starbucks, and h&m, and sephora. Oh my! They have more things in
Poland that we have in America.
They don't keep kosher here so for breakfast they offered among other
things, pork: sausage and bacon. When I saw it I was like Good idea to
eat because it been three months since I saw pork products but, eww I
realized that I didn't miss it at all and that I don't plan on eating
it when I go home. I guess I adapted to the food culture too. I
thought it was odd the way I felt after eating a meal with meat and
cheese. I was not the only one who didn't keep kosher for breakfast, I
just felt gross even though at home I eat pork and not kosher style...
I am not sure which one grossed me out so much. But oh well.

Today we walked around tykochin, it is a sad place. There is not a
whole lot of signs that the town used to be Jewish. And not a lot of
people around either. There was One house that had a Magen David
barely visiable built onto the side and then there was a sad unkept
cemetary hidden in the town. There are no Jews left in the town and if
so they don't speak up about it. The Jewish synagogue was partly re
build by some Poles who wanted to represent the towns Jewish past. We
had services in there where we danced around and had fun and then went
by bus in silence to a forest about six
Mins away. There in the forest were three big holes where 14000 Jews
lay dead. That's the all the jews in the whole town minus seventeen
who lived and some even testified at the Eichman trial. Once we saw
the forest we had to drive in a bit. And then we had to walk on a
"path" and buried in the forest were the mass graves. I was shocked to
hear the horrible testimonies of three people And then see it, walk up
an see where a whole city worth of Jews got shot and died in the hole
that has a small slope and was covered in grass. To know that below
the grass there are people. It was sad and shocking. It was a place I
did not go to before. I had no expecations or knowledge but now I know.


Day three

Today we walked around Lublin and saw the once Jewish quarter. It had
borders (walls) that protected the area. We wales around the area and
had to find one non Jewish thing two odd things and three Jewish
things. We found a church, old stables (behind some sketchy houses),
the old castel, a sketchy old house where you could see a scar on the
door as to where a mezuah used to be, a house where Jews were held
during the war, and a picture in a window where there were megen
davids. Then we went to majadanic. It was hard but not as hard as
aushwitz but it was hard. There was a room with shoes that were in
bins that towered over me. That was the hardest part. Also after the
bodies were burned they stacked the ashes in a pile that grew to be
three stories high by the end of the war. Not there is a monument
around the ashes so you can still see them today. I took a picture of
the pile. I wanted to take pictures while I am here but it is hard
because I want to be focused and learning and observing opposed trying
to document everything.
The staffed suprised us with letters from mommy and daddy. I am
excited to open it and I also look foward to the six hour bus ride to
krakow.
On the bus we watched Schindlers list last time I came to poland. We
were only able to see the sign because they were making it into an
exhibit. This time I will be able to go inside.
Tomorrow I will have five weeks left before I come home...

Day four
It is shabbat so we didn't do much I was excited to go to schindlers
factory but it doesn't actually open until the spring so that was
disapointing

-Shannon

poland

this week we began to prepared ourselves for Poland. yesterday we went to Yad Vashem, the holocaust memorial in Israel. we had a guide who went fast through the tour so i am glad that i had been before and was able to take in the experience and learn more. for the most part i have been to the places in israel before (on my summer trip). in poland we will be going to new places so i am excited for that. we go to Auschwitz I and II as well as another concentration camp, not sure which one yet. we will also see the known ghettos in poland. It is going to be really cold there, it might even snow. i kind of hope it does so that i know i will take a different view of my trip. last time everything was green and alive and it made it peaceful in a way. i am excited for another experience. it slowly gets cold here. it did get warm after the rain but now it is slowly getting colder each night. we no longer use our air conditioning, we cant wear shorts and short sleeves, and some nights we even turn the heat on. at 3 am on Tuesday we leave to poland, i am there for about a week. when i get home i will be there for a few says. really only to unpack, do our wash and pack again. i have to pack again because we will go down to the south for the rest of november. I will go to a popular kibbutz in the negev (Yahel) and then go to do Gadna, the army. I am nervous for it because i hear it is tough and rough and you get bruises. i dont like bruises. But on the last day of Gadna we will get to fire a gun in a shooting range, so i am kind of looking forward to that. after Gadna it will be december.... 

When we first arrived we were told basically how our trip would be. month one would be fun and you will get to know everyone. Month two would be hard and you will get tired of the people and it might be tough. month three we were told that we would realize that out time was soon coming to an end and we will be friends again. and month four will be sad because our time would almost be over and we might not see some people again.
they were right, for the first three months so far... we are all thinking about the end, out friends and home and new years. two of the girls are going to host a new years party and i am so excited for it. almost everyone will be there and i am sure it will be fun getting to see everyone together again. but for now i get to enjoy them here.


i know what your thinking

so yes i am aware that it has been a whole month since i have written a post. i have not really been doing anything too exciting. just school. yam el yam was long and we got rained on for two out of the five days. yes there is actually rain in israel. as a matter of fact it is raining right now. three days ago it rained and ever since then it has been cold and blah. my college application is due tomorrow and i am very thankful for all the help i had... i honestly plan on updating more often now and just so this isnt everything and you keep coming back i will write more tomorrow =D
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i know what your thinking

so yes i am aware that it has been a whole month since i have written a post. i have not really been doing anything too exciting. just school. yam el yam was long and we got rained on for two out of the five days. yes there is actually rain in israel. as a matter of fact it is raining right now. three days ago it rained and ever since then it has been cold and blah. my college application is due tomorrow and i am very thankful for all the help i had... i honestly plan on updating ...<< MORE >>

quick recap of this week and more

so lets see since i wrote last i went to masada, ein gedi, dead sea, and celebrated yom kippur:

i think masada is what made me realize, hey i am in israel! i mean i know i am in israel but it hit me that i am actually going to school here and i have 3 more month while climbing masada which was so much fun, i went there when i was here during the summer but it was an all nighter thing so i was very tired and had no desire to learn anything about it. this time we work up about 4ish and then climbed. it was soo much fun, i loved hiking and was even a bit interested in learning about what happened there.
After weclimbed masada we went to the dead sea, this time we got a bag of mud so we all had fun putting it on and washing it off, being left with smooth skin. i have a 1.5 liters of salt from the dead sea now too. the nice thing about going this time was that it was at a hotel on the dead sea so when we got tired of being stung by the salt we jumped in the pool. haha we all felt so heavy going to floating to sinking.
during our time in the ein gedi we stayed at a youth hostel, not the most amaizing place but we sure did have good views, while there one day we took a walk going from pure desert to land which felt like a jungle and we ended up at a waterfall. it was alot of fun and odd to go from such different environments in such a sort time. swiming in the water after the long hike was nice too.
yom kippur!
wow! for a city to compleatly shut down and have no cars on the street is amaizing. its not the law but it is very very well known that you dont drive on you kippur and that everyone is fasting. no one ate and the tv's didnt work.... it was so easy to fast because you had no distracions, just time to reflect on the holiday. my favorite thing was walking in the streets after services, it was like a ghost town then boom you hit the hang out street, its filled with jews in white who are all there for the same reason. it was such an amaizing thing to see. then there was services in the morning, i went to an itilian orthodox service. we were there for 2 hours but it went y so fast, it was amaizing to see jews praying just like i do but in there own way, it was the same thing at the north african service that i went to just not as exciting.

now i have sukkot and sea to sea and i will be gone for 8 days (all of sukkot) i stay at a host family for 3 days and 2 nights and then go from the kineiret to the med sea, its a five day trip. i look foward to it and i know it is going to be soo much fun,
-shannon